I am not over you

It's quite sad to know that tomorrow you are going back home. But we will meet again when the semester starts, wont we ?. I hate myself when I can not express what I am thinking,sigh so I just dump all the thoughts here, on this blog, hopefully this can kill the stress inside me. You are amazing I would say. I respect every second we met and talked. You have to pack stuff, I know, just cant help it when I am not allowed to help :( I understand we still barely know each other but I wish we would become close friends and I am going to take it easy to make you comfortable. You are not like any friend of mine actually. You are pretty, feminine and friendly yet smart and diligent. I see you after 10 long week vacation then. We will be friends, wont we ? :) Happy birthday to you and have a safe trip ! I am going try hard for the rest of my uni life.